I HATE HIM!~!~

Woke up in the morning feeling full of hate for him!~!~ I hate him for inflicting so much pain in me!~ I hate him for making my heart feel so painful everyday!~! I hate him for causing me so much nightmare every night!~!~ and most of all I hate him for pushing the knife deeper into the wound when he has a chance to leave it as it is! I hate him, I hate him, I hate him!~!~ I hate him to the core of the heart!~~~!~ that anger in me just keep boiling up! I hate him!~~! I hate him for making all the decision! I hate him when he has to say all those rubbish stuff and the next moment he just said that he din't think throughly! I hate him! I hate him! I hate him for calling me that day when he left for australia!~ I hate myself for answering that call!! I hate it! I hate myself for walking straight into that trap! I hate it I hate it!!! its all my stupidility!! I hate it!! I hate him!